update & repost


i wrote this again after almost 3years.
finally her time will come in 2 month.
what a big suprise...
it suppose to be a good news for us two..
but thinking of our plan and ticket that we bought last month for this April trip..
the feeling is mix up..sad,frust?...
it feel like we are going to be apart forever..

 ok let forget about a feeling of and old friend who spent time alot with you and who afraid of losing her bestfren..time is the best remedy...

Now what i am suppose to do?..
proceed the trip on my own?